So I've been gone for minute due to life...BUT I'M BACK!!! Lol. I feel like life was making an entree of me, consuming me.... bones and all...(I wonder if I taste like chicken???) Eveeeeeentualllly that B&*%$ had to spit me out and let me live again. Class, work, Christmas madness, New Years, and procrastination were all swirling around in the mouth of life and I was in the middle of it, being grinded and chewed on until I was nearly mush but as you now, I never go out without a fight so.....whalah! Here I am and I have so much to say...as usual!
The 25th Hour
Like my new title? I'm forever changing and evolving, learning and progressing so its not surprising that I'm changing my title yet again to what seems to be fitting in my life for the moment. The 25th Hour was chosen because its a new year and I'm 25 so not only am I excited but I have a feeling that this year is gonna be BIG and I'm ready for it, I'm ready to face whatever comes my way. I truly feel that this year is gonna be more profound than any other year I've lived thus far...
My New Years Resolutions
1) Complete My Writing Projects-I have tendency to not finish what I start so this year its all about completion. I have so many ideas flying around in my head, its time to put it on paper, nourish it and let it grow into something great!
2)Maintain Healthy Relationships-I don't have time for negativity, if your not coming with positive energy, I don't want you in my life. It's time to throw away the weeds and nurture what's healthy in my life. Sometimes we can be so caught up about the storm we missed the beauty in the rainbow hovering over us the whole time. I'm letting go of somethings and some people and not looking back....
3) Do Some Cooking-I realize I gotta learn sometime and it's about that time to confront my greatest fear-cooking! I guess I want to do more than just cook but possibly find some pleasure in it so it doesn't seem so torturous...that maybe...just maybe...I can possibly enjoy it *gasp*
4) Work Out-Don't know what you got til it's gone! Living in a dorm with a gym not even 50 ft away was definitely under appreciated by me and gym, I'm sorry okay...I took you for granted and I realize this now. But I'm gonna do better. I may not have the gym but dogonnit, I have Michael Jackson Experience and I plan on working out this year like I used to. My metabolism is bound to run out and I simply won't be able to always rely on it so this year I'm taking the necessary steps to be healthy. Yay me!
5) Don't Be Afraid To Love-I talk up love all day every day but sometimes its easier said than done because when you talk about it, your heart is still safe, no risking taking needed, its only you chasing a dream of what could be. In my head I would like to think I would welcome it but I fear as guarded as I am, that in reality I'm more of a runner, falling more in love with the idea than the reality. I won't do that...I will try this year and give it all I got because when you love someone...well then..."Love Is Stronger Than Pride." (I had to do it!) Lol!
6) I Want A Full-Time Job Plus Benefits-You know your a grown up when all you want is benefits!
7) Getting Back Into A Relationship With God-N-O-T even gonna lie and say I didn't fall off cuz I did. I'm not where I wanna be. I want to go to church more, read the bible more, just simply talk to God more-A Relationship!
8) LOVE-It's all I care about, as long as I got this, nothing else to worry about. I'm gonna keep loving the crap out of everybody...
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